Pardon My French

Fuck.
Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fuck.
What the hell has happened?
Happiness was mine
It belonged to me
Then life fucked me over.
I'm fucking fabulous
No sarcasm.
I'm not unhappy
Honest
But I manage to fuck myself over
Stupid Stupid girl
I hurt so many people
And in turn hurt myself
I hate it
I hate with a fucking passion
when I hurt people.
Yet I'm so fucking amazing at it
I don't mean to be mean
I really don't
It's just so fucking hard
knowing all the while
I'm causing everyone around me
utter, fucking shit.
I hate this.
Why do I have to do this?
This is so fucking stupid
I am so fucking stupid.
Fuckity fuck fuck fuck
How do I stop hurting people?
It seems the only way is to stop breathing.
Oh dear lord.
Fuck. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck

...I'm sorry...

~the em~