Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Insanity

It's crazy the things that have changed in my life.

It's crazy how it's 2011 and it seems like 2010 just started yet went on far too long...
It's crazy how I'm almost done with high school, yet I am beyond ready for it to be over.
It's crazy how I can't wait to get out of this town, but I can't stand thinking about leaving...
It's crazy how much I hate this guy for leaving me, for hurting me, and yet I can't stop crawling back to him.
It's crazy how I still think I love you and miss you every day, even though you slashed my tires and I should hate you more than anything in the world.
It's crazy how my life has changed.
It's crazy how I've become someone I never thought I'd ever be.
It's crazy how the people I thought were friends were not.
It's crazy how I'm surprised when you do kind things, but I'm not phased by your ability to hurt me.
It's crazy how no matter what I do or where I go, it never changes....
It's crazy how my life has changed.
It's crazy....
~the em~