The Sky Is Falling

The sky is falling
And I'm not calling
I need it to take me away
_
The blue is coming
and my fingers are drumming
For what? I cannot say
_
The rain is pounding
and in it I'm drowning
yet I cannont complain
_
The wind is blowing
my eyes, over-flowing
This I cannot contain.
_
The sun is shining
yet I am pining
for songs of another day
_
The Rainbows are forming
my heart is warming
and I must bid ave.

~The Em~

The End

When I'm near you

don't even breath

don't even think

And only with you

am I ever on the brink.

You made me empty

wouldn't smile

wouldn't frown

and all you ever do

is kick me when I'm down.

I said good-bye

Without any cries

without any tears

And those who really cared

let out silent cheers.

You're So far gone

Don't know what to say

what to do.

I did this for me

you make my heart blue.

Who are you now?

don't really care

don't really know

You're so far away

and I made it so.

And without us together

no more grief

no more pain

yet I can't help but feel

I wish to speak to you again...

~The Em~

*Zerburt*

I really have no idea what to do right now. But you know what I want to do? I want to...
Dance around like no one is watching.
Sing a song and make up my own words.
Spin in circles untill I vomit.
Make up my own song, music and lyrics.
Go outside and play in the rain.
Sleep for a thousand hours, but wake up tomorrow morning to go to jazz band.
Do some desperately needed laundry.
Write a lovely poem and work on my novel.
Read my favorite book.
Magically find a way to get what I'm craving.
Pretend like I'm sexy and take model pictures.
Call someone special and tell them how I feel with no repercussions.
Crawl into Jamie's hot tub and relax.
Make the best cup of coffee the world has ever known.
Draw a picture and post it on my art site.
Remember to not forget anymore.

But I have time for none of this. I do my work, I go to school, I go be social with my friends, and I have no time left. That's stretching it past its flexibility. Yikes.... I know I'm stressed, but I can't say it bothers me, because it doesnt. I'm totally zen. I might dedicate tomorrow to doing whatever I want... That is, if I'm not busy >_<.

~The Em~