Ice Cream

Ice cream at midnight.
Near every midnight.
Not for hunger.
Or for pleasure.
More for hate
and for tears.
She doesn't want it,
she doesn't need it.
But she has it anyways.
Not for hunger
or for pleasure
She hates it.
She hates herself.
But she can't stop it
she won't stop it
So she cries,
and hates herself
and it eats her
as she eats
Ice cream at midnight
Near every midnight.

Live.

Live.
Grow.
Flow.
Know.

Beat.
Heat.
Feel.
Breathe.

Pulse.
Move.
Stretch.
Flex.

Blink.
Think.
See.
Be.

STOP

~the em~

Doormat

Used, abused, confused

by you

what am I to you?

One day you love me

the next day you don't

really, what am I to you?

Why do you lie?

Why don't you care?

What am I here for?

You have no answers

you don't really know

what I am here for.

Loved when your lonely

ignored when your not

what did I ever mean to you?

Just walk on this dorrmat

I don't really care

I guess its all I am to you.

~the em~

Two Rings: One Finger

So. I'm getting married. To two women. I'm psyched!

But the title is misleading. I only have one ring right now. Technically, I don't even have one cuz I lost it. And I feel pretty bad because she went to so much work to get it and it was really big (and plastic) so losing was hard to begin with. But I managed.

Oh well, the rings aren't everything anyways. Its the lovie dovie that really counts lol.

I'm thinking about skimping on the tux expenses though. Just use one for both weddings. I don't think they'll care too much. Personally, and I don't mean to sound conceited or anything, I think I look ravishing in a tux. But I could go any way either I suppose. I'm not fond of dresses myself and I have no problem being the groom. I prefer it actually.

And, both of my brides are extremely gorgeous if I do say so myself. *pats lapel*
Yes, I am pretty lucky =P.

Hahaha. Woooo!

lol

~the em~