Love Letter To You

My Dear Love,
though you know it not. I do love you. My heart only beats for you and the hopes you will see my true feelings. All I want for me is you, all I'll ever want is you. You are my every dream, my every thought. I desire you, need you. I crave your affections and your warm touch. I close my eyes and see you. You flow through my viens, in my blood, and drive me forward every day. I ache for you all hours of the day. I care for you so deeply, always have, always will. I fell for you the moment my eyes laid upon your wonderful figure, soon falling madly in love with the real you. My love always growing for you. My heart always needing you so it can beat, to keep me alive. I love you, so wholely. Only you will I love 'till the day of my death. Only you can dance through my dreams every night. Only you will I love forever.
But you know this not. You havent a clue, or maybe you do, you just refuse to acknowledge the truth. So friends we remain. I rock you in my arms as you cry. I laugh with you when you smile. I feel the pain you feel so often. I feel the real you you lock up inside. I know you inside and out. I've wrapped my life around yours. I've rearranged my priorities, putting you first. I've turned down needed opprotunities for merely the chance to talk to you again. I've always been there for you, or at least, tried. I've stayed stubbornly by your side even when it seemed you did not want me there. I have and will do everything for you as long as you allow it.
So friends we remain. And I regret this will, most certainly, always be so. Friends we shall be. I really do not mind. As long as I'm close to you in some way, I'm satisfied. I'm better now that you're in my life. Better now that I've known you. So I will continue to rock you as you cry. Continue to laugh with you when you smile, feel your pain, and know the real you. I will continue to stay by your side though anything. Always remaining your friend.
It pains me to say this. I suppose giving up all your hopes, giving up your greatest dreams, would hurt. More than anything it hurts. These feelings inside me will continue to grow stonger, and stronger, though already stronger than anything I've ever known. I know, some day, these feelings, this love I have inside me, will eventually cause me to implode. Everything will cave in inside me. My heart will fail me, not wanting to continue beating without your requited love. Because although your friendship is at the least of what I want, it is not what I need, not what can make me truely live and be genuinely happy. No, this will bring my end if never its tended to. But alas I do not care. You are all I want. You are all I need. You in my life at all has prolonged it's willingness to keep on going and growing. A part of me is okay with the early death this love will bring me. But a part of me inside doesnt want this. I dont really want to die not knowing your love. I dont know if I'll ever know your love. But I love you. I want you to feel this love, let it warm you when you're cold. Let my love in, let it flow through your veins. I love you will all my mind, heart, and soul.
You now have my heart. Do with it what you please. Break it into a thousand pieces if it pleases you. Or keep it and cherish it...love it. Do not give it back, I cannot take it. It is yours, your burden or treasure, whichever you chose. Just know: I have and forever will love you. No matter what, I do. I love you.

with all my heart mind and soul,
~The Em~