whoa, i havent been on here in forever....
okay well in the past few months i've realized a lot of things... the first is that the best things in life like to go away, far away where i cant see them anymore. its a hard realization when you just suddenly know that things, anything good, is really over forever. like for instance: i had the best weekend ever this past weekend, then because it was over, i cried, had a mental breakdown, stayed home from school, and i know it sounds pathetic, but to know its never gonna happen again, that you'll never see the same things again? its so hard, especially when its a person (that was a person i met this weekend). the second is that bad things really happen to good people. many people i know and loved, died these past few months. i had horrible things happen to me, and i dont think i did all that much wrong... idk? the third is that you dont know what you got untill its gone. i've found out the hard way. but i like the song about it.lol. and only one thing has stayed so far, or should i say one person, they've stayed through everything, and i know what i got with that person; the best friendship (on my part) that i have ever had before. yeah, a few realizations in my mind... some thoughts on life , the whole she-bang.
my head is weird
the em is out